Going home for the weekend to enjoy the lovely sunshine with all my fam & friends!

I’ve started thinking about unpacking my room here as it won’t be long til I move out (yay!) and I was looking in my wardrobe and there is a bigsection of clothes that have been there, untouched since September (when I moved here)..skirts, tops etc. I was like “Ooh I’ll wear them next time” and then I thought about it and seriously what is the point?! If I haven’t worn them since September and probably before that I’m probably not gonna wear them anytime soon!

So yeah, I’ve decided from today that I will not be a hoarder. I’ve  started an eBay collection and I’m gonna sell them all in reading week (a lot of it is nice miss selfridge/topshop stuff I’ve hardly worn! & there’s a few pairs of really nice heels I’ve never worn) and I’m sure I’ve got more stuff in Bournemouth!..so yeah out with the old & in with the new (when I have money..maybe in a few years ha)

YOLO

xoxo

Its 11.20pm but I’m not even gonna try and sleep yet cos for the past two nights I haven’t been able to sleep until 1am ish! That is crazy..when I’ve been dancing ALL day I should be able to fall straight asleep. So yeah I can’t stand it any more so tonight I’m waiting until I’m really sleepy. I did a lot of my essay tonight which is good…still 600 words to write though.

I’ve also realised I need to change my life style if I want to be  taken seriously as a dancer. I eat chocolate (mars bars, beuno bars, you name it..) every single day and its like omg think of all that fat/sugar building up. There is so much competition out there. I wanna have the strongest abs..not sorrounded by ANY fat. So yeah..life changes.

xoxo

We obviously haven’t got our feedback/grades yet so I don’t wanna jynx it, but I’m pretty sure I kicked ass in the ballet and contemporary practical exams today. It felt so goooooood dancing out all the routines we’ve been learning for months. I’m so proud of myself!!!!!!! 

I’m also drained.

So, goodnight xoxo

Going to the doctors and then a day of doing my assignment and practising for my practical exams tomorrow..eeekkk.

Looking round my little room, my little uni room in halls of residence. It seems like only yesterday my mum left me here in september and it was empty and it was plain and it was so scary that my mum was leaving me here, in this unusual little room three hours away from home! Now I’m looking round it and it looks nothing like I first remember it, its filled with pink, vodka bottles, make up, clothes, hair accessories, disney teddies, lady gaga posters, harry potter books and so many pictures, decorations and loads of other stuff! I always moan about living in this shitty halls of residence but when I think about it I love this room, its mine, its been my little comfort in London when I’m so far away from home, when I’ve come home from a hard day of dancing, when I’ve missed my family and friends, its been my little shelter!! And its my first ever university room so I think I will always remember it, I’ve definitely made it my room. I still cannot wait to move out of this place but honestly, I will miss this little room! <3 how has 9 months flew by like that?! Xoxo